I won’t remember the things that we swore, I will just love you in vain. #thecranberries #smoke #edgy #surreal (Taken with Instagram)

The pills that get me through the night. Sometimes I take one. Sometimes I take two. Tonight is a two-pill kind of night. 

I haven’t spoken to him in two years and I miss him like hell. He’s close like a brother, even though we’re only cousins. He’s been in jail and rehab for the past two years. This is the first time speaking to him and I’m getting butterflies in my stomach. Maybe it’s because we are two completely different people now. It’s been so long. I’m glad he’s clean and safe now and I hope he stays on this track, because I miss my cousin and I don’t ever want to lose him. I have nightmares of it =/.